Anna DeForest’s first novel, A History of Present Illness (2022), follows an unnamed medical student through tension-filled classroom and clinical years among more privileged classmates in New York City. DeForest’s follow-up novel seems a segue from the first. Our Long Marvelous Dying (2024) also features an unnamed narrator–one further along in their medical career– seeking…
Author: Ingrid Berg
Capturing COVID-Era Isolation and Illness in Poems: A Book Review of “Days of Grace and Silence”
In her memoir Days of Grace and Silence (2024), Ann E. Wallace gives shape and resonance to her experience as an illness exile navigating long-haul COVID, from March 2020 through the spring of 2023. Wallace was the Poet Laureate of Jersey City, New Jersey, from 2023 to 2024, and has written about illness, disability, and…
Measuring Humanity in Medicine, One Multiple-choice Question at a Time
The day after the U.S. presidential election, I sat for my hospice and palliative medicine board exam along with a colleague, one of my partners. During one long day, we worked our way through 240 questions over a 10-hour timeframe. During a break, my partner observed: “It’s unsatisfying to test our skills in multiple-choice format.”…
Playing the Percentages in Healthcare Education: The Absolutism of Grief
After he dies, I take tests for my family doctor. The first one measures how much my grief affects my life. I score 74.4%. That’s really high, my doctor says. See, I want to say, it really is this bad (Lin 7). Recently, I attended an intensive board review course to prepare for my first…
Book Review: Entry Points into Serious Illness and Facial Disfigurement through Kathleen Watt’s “Rearranged”
“Don’t be afraid of the blood and guts,” Kathleen Watt smiled while signing a copy of her book: “there are many entry points.” Watt, a former New York City opera singer, was diagnosed with a rare and aggressive cancer that initially filled the space behind her right cheekbone and continued to spread—“occupying the space where…
It Takes a Village to Heal the Doctor: How the Humanities Helped Me Reclaim Idealism in Practicing Medicine
On the phone with a close friend I vented about a homeless patient of mine who had a stigmatizing health history and whose documentation overflowed with pejorative language; scanning through the notes as I prepared for my palliative care consultation, I counted “noncompliant” six times in just one paragraph from one specialist. The term “noncompliant,”…
Structural Pain: How the Humanities Help Reveal the “Hidden Figures” in Total Pain
As a palliative care clinician, I spend many moments throughout the week sitting in silence with patients, absorbing stories of discomfort and overwhelm, resisting platitudes, which I know can cause more harm than good. Remaining quiet requires training and discipline. “I always want to fill the space with words,” said a physician assistant student who…