Lies and Goodbyes: Lulu Wang’s The Farewell (2019)

In an early shot from Lulu Wang’s 2019 film The Farewell, the camera focuses on the movie’s elderly protagonist in what is clearly a medical setting. In Wang’s script, the acting directions state that “Nai Nai sits alone in a hospital gown awaiting her X-ray.” There, “she has a coughing fit.” Although a disconnected arm…

Our Lives, Our Stories

When I entered a bright white room at the Madison VA Hospital this summer, I expected to spend roughly the following hour interviewing a veteran patient named John about his life. Before knocking on the door, I quickly double-checked a diagram of room assignments and the list of potential topics I had drafted, fidgeting with…

After Yang and Posthumanist Care

After Yang and Posthumanist Care “So if you don’t mind, we’re just gonna do a full check-up, and we’re gonna restore Yang as best we can… It won’t help with his ‘off’ state, but it should help with his preservation.” One family’s search for the ultimate “fix” is the central conflict in filmmaker Kogonada’s 2021…

Visual Metaphors of Trauma in David Small’s Stitches (2009)

Popular cancer narratives often follow a distinct emotional plot trajectory, tracing patient experiences across the heartbreak of diagnosis, the volatility of treatment regimens, and the ultimate elation of survival or the sorrow of loss. But as Nancy Miller shares in a footnote in her 2014 article “The Trauma of Diagnosis: Picturing Cancer in Graphic Memoir,”…

Representing Women’s Pain: “The Pain Scale” and “The Retrievals”

In her 2005 poetic essay “The Pain Scale,” author Eula Biss challenges the conception of medicalized pain rating systems. She describes how pain ranked at “0” or “10” seems unfathomable, given the impossibility of representing pain’s absolute absence or its “worst imaginable” presence (Biss 30). She also critiques how patients often succumb to the “tyranny…

The Anesthetic Soundscape

Written in collaboration with Dr. Megan Hunt, an anesthesiology resident at Brigham and Women’s Hospital in Boston. The Anesthetic Soundscape   Prelude The anesthesiologist approaches the patient’s bedside, introduces herself, and asks, “Have you had surgery before?” She listens to the lively rhythms of the heart and lungs, seeking out quiet clues of any conditions…

In and On the Clinic

All of my previous trips to our nearby hospital have been marked by blood and bruises. As an especially clumsy individual, I’m used to squeezing paper towels tightly around gashed fingers or pressing ice compresses to a purpling forehead, blinking with the unfocused eyes of someone definitively concussed. Accompanied by my wonderful partner, I am…